i feel like i have smashed face first into a brick wall.

no where to go.

i finally had the balls to just tell jon that i’m not feeling very special or loved in our relationship and in turn i basically get yelled at. way to make me feel even more miserable. just because you did nice things and were perfect a few months ago doesn’t mean that carries over into the here and now. how hard is that to understand? am i just supposed to wait for things to return to normal so i can feel happy with us again?

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

buddhism test today, bye.