cold dust girl.

love this song, anyways -

life is sending me for a real trip. i’m unable to truly latch on to any thoughts without it all just overflowing and overwhelming me. jon seems a little distant – but i know he is busy and stressed to the brink so i just have to deal with it and try to be there for him. it makes me lonely though, i mean when other friends are texting me more than jon then something is up hah. bobby seems to think i’m turning into a little hippie which is comical, in some ways i am. with all the chinese philosophy i’ve been absorbing – as well as my buddhist class. i’m just bound to feel a little more connected to this world and what is going on in it.

 

i wish my mind was clear though.