slacker, sike.
May 11, 2008
so much for trying to keep this journal updated on the daily basis. but i can’t blame myself for the slacking considering i am just now enjoying my alone time for the week. monday i went to crush with melissa and watched her get way too drunk, but hugo was there to show me a good time and better yet he came back to tampa with me till carnival. got way too drunk before carnival and ended up puking in the car garage before we even walked in – it’s like a new routine for me, my liver is starting to hate alcohol. got into it a little with my jonathan but he apologized to no end and really opened up to me that night which helped install back some of that prior confidence i had in us. still not at one hundred precent but i’m quite close to it. spent the rest of the weekend in orlando – and honestly had a really amazing time. saturday was jon’s sisters graduation which went very well (even if i only had four hours of sleep the night before). got to meet an uncle and grandmother of his and both seemed to enjoy my conversations and company so hopefully i made a really good impression with him. jon and i have been together for five months now, that is just CRAZY to me. never ever would i have thought i would find myself in a quite serious relationship at this point in my life but im happy about it, oh so happy. that kid makes me smile like no other – he’s just an insane as i am and somehow that works for us 
oh yeah and i passed all my classes this semester and i finally confronted my mother about her negative attitude towards me moving out again and i believe we overcame it. considering she mentioned going furniture shopping – so we shall see what summer brings my way.
